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Sports, relationships, parenting, literature, education, and more. If it catches my interest that day, I’ll write about it.

Cinco de Mayo Ramblings

Lee Dewyze has become my favorite on American Idol.  The thing I love about him is that he brings it every single week, regardless of genre or theme.  He just goes out and sings the song and makes it his own.  While the tone of his voice is not my favorite, his willingness to give every performance his all has made me a fan.  Since the most talented rarely wins the competition, I doubt he’ll be the last one standing, but he should have a long and lucrative career.

I still like Crystal Bowersox.  She is without a doubt the most talented musician this year.  Each week, with the exception of Shania Twain week, she has taken the theme and done something special with it.  I thought she was brilliant last night, very subtle, very sweet, a touching rendition of that song.  The judges were too harsh in their criticisms.  Bowersox is a completely different kind of performer than Frank Sinatra was, and to expect her to come out and try to “be” Frank Sinatra is just ludicrous.  She did what any great musician does; she made it her own.

The others I thought were all mediocre.  Well, Aaron was okay.  Big Mike just doesn’t do it for me.  There’s a nasally tone to his voice that grates on my ear, and he’s a little too Broadway for my taste.  Casey just is a one trick show pony. Hopefully, he will go home tonight, but the way America usually votes, he’ll probably win it all.

On a different note, I’m almost done grading, so vacation is almost here.  I’m completely exhausted and ready to rest a little.  I’m also ready to get back to doing what I do best–writing books.

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Saturday Morning Ramblings

It’s the end of the semester crunch.  There are essays, exams, and journals to grade, and then final grades to calculate.  During this marathon of grading, there are also panic-stricken students who finally realize that all of the dicking around in February and March means they’ll be reattempting the course in September and October.  They stream by our offices, armed with excuses and pleas, begging for extra credit and extensions.  The ones who need to learn lessons in accountability receive little sympathy; the ones who’ve shown interest in their own education get a little slack.

Once this mad dash is over, we get a nice vacation until summer school begins, but it’s hard to explain to people who’ve never done it just how stressful and taxing this last three weeks of a semester can be.  It’s part of the job, and we get through it because we are professionals and are dedicated to profession, but it’s not easy or fun.

By this time next week, I’ll be on vacation and hopefully back to work on book three.  Then, I’m gonna head to Florida sometime this month to see my boys, so the reward is worth getting through this crunch.

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Thursday Afternoon Ramblings

If you’re looking for a laugh today, you’ve come to the wrong place.  Today’s blog is not humorous in any way.

Not that any part of my life has been “easy,” but the last two and a half years have really taken their toll on me.  The stress of the divorce, the separation from my sons, the struggle to survive on less than half my salary, the frustrations with education, and the disappointments with my writing career often feel like more than I can handle.

Once upon a time, I had faith and certainty.  Not so long ago, I believed that I was working towards something and doing work that was necessary and important for the future of our society.  With the latter, I’m talking about the education side of my career, of course, not the writing.  I believed that an educated populous capable of thinking for themselves was imperative for the survival of the Republic.

Now, seeing how dumb this generation is, barely capable of abstract thought and absolutely addicted to electronic stimuli, I no longer believe there is much hope for this nation.  In another twenty years, when these illiterate, attention-span deficient fools are asked to shoulder the burdens, I have little hope that they will be able to do it.  I know my generation has its issues.  We have been stunted by the looming presence of the Boomers, the most selfish, self-absorbed generation possibly ever to roam this planet, and we’ve been betrayed by a broken system that has strangled entrepreneurship and stifled the American Dream.  But many of us in my generation still have a work ethic and pride.  This current generation of students lacks both.

The fighter in me, the guy who decided to put it all on the line and start my own publishing company, wants to dig in my heels and fight to fix this system, but there are so many problems and morale is so low that I don’t even know where to begin.  No one really listens anyway.

My spirit has paid the price for the last two and a half years, and I distinctly feel the weight of everything I’ve been through.  I wish I still had the faith I once had, even if just for a few hours, but it’s gone, unlikely ever to return.  There’s simply too much evil, too much ignorance, and too much hate in this world for me to believe that any higher power gives a damn about us.  We’re just insects in a hive, and in this nation specifically, our hive is heading for a terrible end.

Welcome to the New Dark Ages, where fear and superstition reign supreme.